Just saying hi

How long has it been since I posted? Too long.

My goodness.....Julie is talking like crazy in her sleep! I think I am going to start writing the things down that she is saying. I swear one of the lines was about the TV being too big for that area. Its funny because she'll be talking in her sleep, then wake up and say something to me. I had to make sure she was actually talking to me and not to me in a dream.

Julie talks about waiting for the other shoe to drop, in regards to something bad happening. She asked me if I feel the same and I say no. Not that I am naive and don't think something bad can happen. I guess it could, but in my heart I don't think so. I truly think that this December Julie will be holding gummy bear by the tree while I get stuck at work on Christmas :)

The last round of IVF, we both went in with a lets not get our hopes up attitude. After losing the baby last round, we didn't want to feel that same pain. We both did that in a way to not let it hurt so much if it didn't work. Well, boy...or girl did it work. I don't feel that I have to do that now, because in my heart I know it worked, and will work all the way.

Now all the other stuff that happens after she is born is starting to scare me!